Christmas Cancelled


 I don't mind being alone.  I have been doing alone for, well, most of my life.  I like the quiet - I appreciate the ability to do as I like.  But, Christmas is a time for family and friends, food and music and noise.  

I was so looking forward to Christmas this year, in my new house, in the snow.  But, apparently it has been cancelled because of restrictions as the numbers of cases of Covid are just too high. 

Gabe and Val were bringing a couple of girls and I was so looking forward to it. They say this year will be different, but for me, being alone isn't that different.  I haven't had a joyful, family Christmas, in my own home, for more years than I can remember.  

I bought a tree.  Put up lights, bought some poinsettias. Made that wreath.

I used Rea's sewing machine and actually made stockings for Gabe and Val's girls and had started shopping for things to fill them with. 

I furnished the house with the family in mind.. a pull out couch, a bed installed in the downstairs bedroom, sheets and towels.  I filled the 'beer' fridge with beer, soda, mixes and goodies.  

I purchased some games on-line and an enormous television for the downstairs play room.  

I went to some old guys place and picked through his decorations. 

I was ready - ready for my first 'real' Christmas  in years.  The first vaccine, in the world, was injected into some lady in the UK, so there is hope.

But.. right now, here in B.C., especially for people living on their own, Christmas has been cancelled.  

Bugger

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